Construction Literary Magazine

Fall 2020

Three Poems

Three Poems

Formatting for image content: Photograph via Flickr by Ben Yorkitis


Tomorrow he would leave again
and I thought why not remove
his clothes once more, fold his shirt
in the familiar ceremony of undress.
I tugged a button from its hole
as if opening had always been
this easy. I hurried my fingers
to his shoulder blades where I once
imagined a thread could unravel
the tight symbols tied inside of him.
We were following the line of dropping
clothes when he pulled away to touch
the cover draped across the bed,
rows of fabric I had pieced together,
small imperfect stars. I believed
in the seam our bodies made,
but when in the morning he put on
his uniform, it was what I’d sewn
myself that held, miraculous,
our warmth—his face now a pattern
indecipherable if viewed up close.
And even at a distance, I couldn’t
pick out more than his blurring
shape, a vague field of color,
those strips of ribbon at his chest.

A Catalogue of the Contents of His Nightstand

One orphaned oak leaf from his uniform.
Loose change. A pair of collar stays. A tube
of mentholated chapstick going warm.
An accordion of ancient Trojans, lube
that’s meant to tingle when it touches skin.
The leather cuff he bought in Santa Fe.
A sample of cologne that smells like gin,
cigars, and prohibition, the satin sway
of bodies in a sweating room. A card
his mother sent—she wonders when he’ll write
again. A tin of peppermints now hard
and powdery as chalk. A tiny light
he shone on shadows as we lay in bed
(bright spheres) until the battery went dead.

My Husband Calls Me Shipmate

to indicate
      the rank
and file of
    my mistake,
the way under-
      way he names
some dumbass
    sailor bozo
who left
      the valve open
which should
    be shut, who
forgot to hit
      the switch
no matter
      that the drill
  the same each
time, each time
    the same
routine of click
      and flick,
the color-coded
      flag to signal
danger, safety,
  or something in
  negative to mean no,
which is to say
    that language
of the engine
      room has no
shut-off, no
      blinking light
to let the user
  know that this
is not the place
    for Private Fubar
if you please
      —says roger that
although there is
      no radio, no
Roger in the room—
  says will comply
although he won’t
    —says shipmate
although no mating
    now, this bed
not ever made
      into a ship.